two of my friends, one a childhood one which we're not close anymore and Rebecca my classmate, I see the spirit girl and she was on a surface below telling me to come down, I tell her I can't fly, she says I'll help you and helps me levitate after I jump I ask her how did you do that with your power she said I'm a spirit than we walked down to a deep colour canoe like vermillion but woodish where she was the one ramming the see was deep, I've never been to a town like Venice but it was something like that, except more nature more colorful, the water looked deep, my two friends were following us but didn't show up afterward for some reason? Anyway in another scene we were on a woodish surface above the seeish town we could see everything it was a little high up no glass nothing, just the dark wood surface me her the beautiful view and our conversation ''If you know so much about me can I ask you something?'' ''sure'' ''Why am I so sad all the time'' ''There's an awnser to that and it's not pretty, you're always the chick of the friend group'' At that moment I remember deeply wanting to ask her about my mom's boyfriend who caused a lot in my chilhood and caused a lot of damage but I felt too ashamed, she gave me a reassuring smile as if she knew I was thinking about it the last passage was the scariest I asked her if I'll ever see her again she said no crying she was with me walking down the hall when a christian boy with a cross necklace came (keep in mind, religion caused me a lot of damage in life..) and than spirit girl went through doors so, he decided to try to end her, I see lots of rooms with scary drawings/notations above them I heard her scream from a room and held onto the boy, not sure what happened into the room but I felt so guilty afterwards in the elevator, than I woke up for the girl appearence she was my age around 13/14 had her hair in a ponytail blondish, mostly smiling and laughing, black hoodie and jeans, made me feel a lot of comfort
Dreams are often reflections of our thoughts, emotions, and experiences, and they can hold various meanings based on personal context. Here’s an interpretation of the key themes and elements in your dream:
Childhood Friend and Classmate: The presence of your childhood friend and classmate may represent different aspects of your past and present social interactions. The fact that you’re not close to your childhood friend anymore might indicate feelings of nostalgia, loss, or unresolved emotions related to former connections.
The Spirit Girl: The spirit girl appears to symbolize guidance and comfort in your life. Her ability to help you levitate may signify support in overcoming challenges or rising above difficulties. The levitation could represent your desire for freedom from emotional burdens or sadness.
Water and Canoe Imagery: Water often symbolizes emotions in dreams. The deep water can represent the depths of your feelings, potentially hinting at unresolved issues or repressed emotions. The vibrant, nature-filled environment resembles a desire for harmony and beauty in your life, contrasting with darker themes presented in the dream.
Conversation about Sadness: The dialogue you share with the spirit girl regarding your sadness suggests a quest for understanding. Her response about being "the chick of the friend group" could indicate various interpretations: perhaps a feeling of being overlooked, a sense of responsibility for others at the expense of your own emotions, or struggles with identity.
Connection to Past Trauma: Your hesitance to discuss your mom's boyfriend indicates deep-rooted issues that are still affecting you. This part of the dream may signify unresolved feelings of shame or pain from your childhood. The spirit girl’s reassuring nature shows that you may yearn for understanding and comfort in addressing these feelings.
Fear and Guilt: The final parts of your dream that involve fear, the Christian boy, and feelings of guilt suggest a confrontation with trauma or negativity surrounding religion. The spirit girl's departure and the ensuing chaos could symbolize a fear of losing comfort or support in your life when faced with difficult emotions or situations.
The Ending and Comfort: The warm memories you have of the spirit girl and her comforting presence serve as a reminder of your need for support. Her likeness to your age and the comfort she provides reflects the importance of healing and connection during difficult times.
In summary, your dream appears to be a journey through your emotions, reminiscences of childhood, and the challenges you’re facing with sadness and unresolved issues, particularly related to your family and social connections. The dream suggests a need for healing and a desire for support, emphasizing the importance of addressing your feelings rather than keeping them hidden. Consider reflecting on the emotions that arose during the dream and how they relate to your waking life.